Liebe Blog-Besucher/innen,

Dear visitors of my blog,


herzlich willkommen in meinem Blog! Welcome to my blog!

Like I have told you guys, I had to undergo another upper spine-surgery on Friday 3rd of July after my stupid fall the week before. 

I knew this would be much more challenging than the 1st surgery had been ... . Both implants had to be taken out and be substituted by metal cages, plates and bone-substitutes. My vertebral body had to be restored as well.


Update 10th of August 2020:

I still have problems talking/singing/swallowing/breathing ... will need another check-up on this next week. It definitely sucks!

To cope with all this and distract myself from the current shit-uation in a creative way, I work on my new album "Sounds from Somewhere" which I hope to complete before I have to go to Rehab. Therefore I am in the process of rearranging and remixing some of the latest compositions.

Like in the course of producing my last album ...:

You might not find some of my compositions in this blog anylonger ... Sorry for this, but don't worry ... be happy! I have chosen them to refresh/rearrange/remaster for the upcoming album!

So far, I am really excited ... just have completed a new version of the former "Antares-Soundscape" and it really rocks! Promised!


There will be some completely new stuff as well. I  have finished the master of my new, nerdy composition  "The Dying of Water" (= working title) with my own real water-recordings, Vocoder/Synths, (real) Kalimba/Sansula and lyrics in Kiswahili, the latter being another of my favourite languages ... 


It would be great, if you guys could support my compositions and survival with a donation!

More than ever I do not know how to pay my upcoming bills, as due to Corona and my spine-surgeries I was/am not able to perform live-music, -poetry and -rituals nor give readings ... but I do have a lot of additional medical bills to deal with. Therefore I'd be grateful if you could support my album-production and survival! 

Please send your donation via or via the button below:


Thank you!


CD-coverdesign and Photo © Ann-Uta Beißwenger, 10th of August 2020


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Devotional Audio: Journey to HelA ...

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Dedicated to Mordgudr & HelA


Als Ahnen- und Wyrdarbeiterin habe ich schon seit meiner Kindheit eine besonders enge Beziehung zu den Totengöttern, v.a. zu Odin und HelA. Die Göttin Hel(a), die Verhüllte, (be)hütet in der nordischen Mythologie das Reich der Strohtoten ... jener Menschen und Tiere, die nicht im Kampf, sondern an Alter und Krankheit gestorben sind.

In diesem Audio geht es um die (schamanisch-rituelle) Reise zu HelA ... mittels Gjallarbrù, der Jenseitsbrücke, über den Fluss der Schwerter Geirvimull, den brüllenden Fluss Gjöll, vorbei an der Wächterin Mordgudr ... denn ohne durch deren (Blut)Zollkontrolle (= DNA-Ahnen-Check als "Passwort") gelangt zu sein, kann man/frau nicht passieren und die goldenen Äpfel der Hel bleiben verwehrt ... may you be inspired ...


⇒ Audio


all vocals, drums, composition, lyrics © Ann-Uta Beißwenger 2017



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