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herzlich willkommen in meinem Blog! Welcome to my blog!

Hier findet ihr Beispiele meiner Audioproduktionen und Verwortungen, garniert mit meiner Fotografie. Ich komponiere und schreibe über das, was mich bewegt, was mich anspringt. Sei es in meinen nächtlichen Träumen oder im Alltag. Die Themen und Formate variieren, je nachdem wie und was die Musen flüstern. Am liebsten flüstern sie im Morgengrauen ... so sitze ich oft lange vor dem Frühstück am PC/im Heimstudio und versuche das Kostbare und Flüchtige in Noten und Buchstaben im Hier und Jetzt festzuhalten ... zu dokumentieren ... bevor es sich dem (mehrheitlich) rationalen Tagesbewusstsein entzieht. 


In my blog you find some of my old and recent audio-productions, pieces of my poetry, black-humorous glossaries, essays and nerdy thoughts on topics talking to me in my dreams and during daytime, as well as some of my comments on current themes of this and other world(s) ... 


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Foto: © Ann-Uta Beißwenger, 11th of January 2021.


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It's a f*cking long road to Mestinon ... E-guitar/Organ/Synth/Drums ... some Bass ...

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Mestinon (Pyridostigminbromid) is still one of the "main medical answers" to myasthenia gravis as it increases the concentration of acetylcholine in the synaptic gap to ensure communication between brain and muscle(s). Usually and unfortunately it takes a pretty long time until one is finally diagnosed with myasthenia ... I was lucky it only took about six months, but I was/am unlucky to have the type affecting breathing and swallowing right away. This track is livicated to the genius and glory of mestinon ... Thanks to Mary Broadfood Walker from GB who has discovered the therapeutical effects of physostigmine on myasthenia gravis far back in 1934 and has set the foundation for the symptomatic medication of patients with "MG" ... 


Organ and synths tell about my journey from 3rd of July 2020 till today. My Lady Hagström comments on the medical system with all its rather stupid and (in my case) pretty dangerous, wrong guesses and also tells about those, who have finally shed some light into the darkness and led me on the right track ... YES ... Every minute of the track stands for one month of struggle and eventual dawning of awareness ... including those frightful moments during sleep when I dreamt about dying of suffocation and woke into the reality of neither being able to swallow nor breathe ...  Still quite a long road to walk on ... anyhow happy my left hand/arm is also getting back to life and starts playing and caressing Lady Hagström and piano/synths again ... 


⇒ Audio


Please note and respect: Composition, all instruments, arrangement/mix/master © Ann-Uta Beißwenger, 7th of January 2021; all rights reserved.


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