Liebe Blog-Besucher/innen,

Dear visitors of my blog,


herzlich willkommen in meinem Blog! Welcome to my blog!

Like I have told you guys, I had to undergo another upper spine-surgery on Friday 3rd of July after my stupid fall the week before. 

I knew this would be much more challenging than the 1st surgery had been ... . Both implants had to be taken out and be substituted by metal cages, plates and bone-substitutes. My vertebral body had to be restored as well.


Update 6th of August 2020:

I still have problems talking/singing/swallowing/breathing ... will need another check-up on this next week. It definitely sucks!

To cope with all this and distract myself from the current shit-uation in a creative way, I work on my new album "Sounds from Somewhere" which I hope to complete before I have to go to Rehab. Therefore I am in the process of rearranging and remixing some of the latest compositions.

Like in the course of producing my last album ...:

You might not find some of my compositions in this blog anylonger ... Sorry for this, but don't worry ... be happy! I have chosen them to refresh/rearrange/remaster for the upcoming album!

So far, I am really excited ... just have completed a new version of the former "Antares-Soundscape" and it really rocks! Promised!

There will be some completely new stuff as well. Today I have finished the master of my new, nerdy composition  "The Dying of Water" (= working title) with my own real water-recordings, Vocoder/Synths, (real) Kalimba/Sansula and lyrics in Kiswahili, the latter being another of my favourite languages ... 


It would be great, if you guys could support my compositions and survival with a donation!

More than ever I do not know how to pay my upcoming bills, as due to Corona and my spine-surgeries I was/am not able to perform live-music, -poetry and -rituals nor give readings ... but I do have a lot of additional medical bills to deal with. Therefore I'd be grateful if you could support my album-production and survival! 

Please send your donation via or via the button below:


Thank you!


Photo © Ann-Uta Beißwenger, 4th of August 2020


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Lyrical: Masken ...

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Jene, in der Zeit erstarrt

An und für sich im Wesen zart

Voll Groll – Innen

Leere Masken – Außen

Aufgegeben, die Suche

Nach Verbündeten

An der Welt, an sich selbst

Zerbrochen ...


Jene, geflüchtet in die

Masken anderer

Sich selbst zurückgelassen. Bis alle 

Spuren der Erinnerung verblassen

Die Konturen ihrer Selbst verwischen

Sind in den Schutz

Der Unkenntlichkeit

Entwichen ...


Jene, scheinbar besonnen durch silbrigen

Mondenschein, milchige Masken

Flirrend an der Grenze

Zu bemoostem Nicht-mehr-Sein

Schwebend, strebend

Zum Eingang in die Anderswelt

Erlösung? Erleuchtung?



Auch ich trage sie durch meine Landschaften

Die Masken, die eigenen. Bewahre sie

Auf. Innen – Außen – Irgendwo

Zwischen Federn und Wäldern

Für eisige Tage, an denen das Feuer

Zu laut brennt

Bis die Zeit, das Leben

Mich nicht mehr kennt


© Ann-Uta Beißwenger 12. Mai 2018


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