Liebe Blog-Besucher/innen,

Dear visitors of my blog,


herzlich willkommen in meinem Blog! Welcome to my blog!

Like I have told you guys, I had to undergo another upper spine-surgery on Friday 3rd of July after my stupid fall the week before. 

I knew this would be much more challenging than the 1st surgery had been ... . Both implants had to be taken out and be substituted by metal cages, plates and bone-substitutes. My vertebral body had to be restored as well.


Update 6th of August 2020:

I still have problems talking/singing/swallowing/breathing ... will need another check-up on this next week. It definitely sucks!

To cope with all this and distract myself from the current shit-uation in a creative way, I work on my new album "Sounds from Somewhere" which I hope to complete before I have to go to Rehab. Therefore I am in the process of rearranging and remixing some of the latest compositions.

Like in the course of producing my last album ...:

You might not find some of my compositions in this blog anylonger ... Sorry for this, but don't worry ... be happy! I have chosen them to refresh/rearrange/remaster for the upcoming album!

So far, I am really excited ... just have completed a new version of the former "Antares-Soundscape" and it really rocks! Promised!

There will be some completely new stuff as well. Today I have finished the master of my new, nerdy composition  "The Dying of Water" (= working title) with my own real water-recordings, Vocoder/Synths, (real) Kalimba/Sansula and lyrics in Kiswahili, the latter being another of my favourite languages ... 


It would be great, if you guys could support my compositions and survival with a donation!

More than ever I do not know how to pay my upcoming bills, as due to Corona and my spine-surgeries I was/am not able to perform live-music, -poetry and -rituals nor give readings ... but I do have a lot of additional medical bills to deal with. Therefore I'd be grateful if you could support my album-production and survival! 

Please send your donation via or via the button below:


Thank you!


Photo © Ann-Uta Beißwenger, 4th of August 2020


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Lyrical: Zu Flügeln leg' ich Dir ...

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Zu Flügeln leg' ich Dir

Meine Hoffnung

Die ich hegte

In meine Heimkehr

Entnommen hab' ich sie

Die Hoffnung

Meinem verletzten Herzen


Zeigte sie den Wäldern

Ließ die Himmel teilhaben

Mit meinen Liedern

Gewoben aus glitzernden



Doch die Wolken

Jene Behälter

Dunkelschwerer Erinnerungsmomente

Verschlossen die himmlischen Ohren

Machten sie taub

Für die Hoffnung, für die Lieder

Wolkiger Zukunftsraub


Die Heimaterde

Waagschalen schwerwiegende

Sich hinabsenkend in jene Erdentiefen

In denen die feurige Schwärze

Die Erinnerung umfängt

Sie schützt vor der

Aufdringlichkeit der Gegenwart


Zu Flügeln leg' ich Dir

Meine Trauer

Um die Hoffnung

Die ich hegte

In meine Heimkehr


Die ich beharrlich pflegte

An fernen, unbequemen Orten

Nicht erkannte

Die schläfernde Täuschung

In jenen Hoffnungsworten


Lyrik und Foto © Ann-Uta Beißwenger 16. Juni 2018 (Lyrik), Mongolei 2013 (Foto)



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